I’ve loved you from the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you… and I was so scared of the way I felt, you know, loving a girl. (…) When we got together, it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault. But really I was just terrified of pain. I screwed that girl Sophia to kind of spite you for having that hold on me. And I’m a total fucking coward because I got.. these, these tickets to Goa for us three months ago. But I couldn’t stand.. I didn’t want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back, and it was horrible. It’s so horrible because.. really, I’d die for you. I love you. I love you so much, it is killing me.

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